Lobo's Lessons

Lately I've been finding it hard to focus. I think it's been going on for a while now. So I guess I shouldn't say lately. Up until early 2021 I felt that I was in control of things.  I could work, whether from home or from the office, depending what the situation was like and what the directives were from the university. I'd attend meeting, give lectures, run my various committees under my portfolio as Assistant Dean for External and Global Engagement.  Then I'd go home, spend a little time with the family, have dinner, pray, and then continue working - either continue with work from the university, or working on my own work - content creation, writing my various book projects, make videos.  There was always something that I would do, and I would do them because I wanted to do them, and I had the energy and the willpower to do them. But of late, that seems to have all dissipated. I'd go home after work, and just look at the computer after dinner.  My head is swi