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Heaven Knows

Does anyone remember this song back in the day?
I think I just started college...

Only Heaven Knows
(Sung by Rick Price)

She's always on my mind,
from the time I wake up
'till I close my eyes
she's everywhere I go
she's all I know

though she's so far away
it just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

so tell me where do I start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine

so tell me where do I start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go


why I live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
and all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...


'cause heaven knows...


Joseph said… that u mentioned it, i heard this song when i was in kindergarden..i think. It was on the tape my parents were listinin 2...well..never thought much of it though until Daniel Lee (Msian Idol 2 winner) did a cover version of it. Describes my feelings EXACTLY when a girl i liked in lower6 rejected lil sis loves 2 sing it in RedBox..;) hehe:) care 4 a round of RedBox sir?
Hey! I LURV this song! We used to slow dance to it. Alamak, this Joseph guy just made me feel so old!

Nak ciplak your entrylah.
azie said…
this is really not a good song to be listened if i break up with my boyfie.

nanti nanges saje berhari2 selepas dengar lagu ini. saket tuh:(
Abdullah said…
KINDERGARTEN???? Gimme a break... How old is this song (Read: am I) anyway?
Redbox sounds fun... Have to see when my schedule opens up again... :)

I think i can count my grey hair...u started urs yet? ;)
Hehehehe... Feel free to ciplak my entry...

Love hurts,
Love scars,
Love wounds,
and mars,

Any heart,
Not tough,
or strong,

(Love Hurts - Nazareth)
Joseph said…
yeap;) kindergarden...or std 1...i'm not quite sure but i entered std 1 in yea.. this song is a oldie but goodie;) hehe! Sir, i think theres a better song 2 recommened 2 azie, "love hurts" by Incubus;

"Love hurts
Sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends to memories
I want to chime in
'Cause without love I won't survive"

Man... i love incubus!!
Princess Liyana said…
Love hurts:(

"that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine"

I think that's true. If she comes back to you, she's yours 4ever:)
missyizzati said…
love makes me sad, yes but love also makes me happy and i think happy moments are more important. =)
Abdullah said…
Truer words yo cannot find...

If it weren't for the happy moments I think we'd all go insane... but then again... it's always these happy moments that hurt the most when you want to make a clean break, dont u think? They chain you to the other person... and if you're not strong enough, soon all the bad moments would be nothing but distant memories, and you only remember the good times... and sooner that u know know it, ur back with the person again... It's a vicious cycle, just waiting to be repeated...

Been there done that :)
missyizzati said…
ouch. it bites but you are right. hurm.. skang saya tatau nak cakap ape. hehe.
aReLaNg said…
God create a man to be loved by a woman..
LoVE?? ya it hurts sumtimes..
but u'll get through it sumdays.. it's just the matter of time..
u'll see.. =)

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