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The Ones That Got Away : The sign

I couldn't believe it!

I actually managed to pass my Chemistry Finals!!! All the blood, sweat and tears that went into trying to understand my most hated subject finally paid off...
I held the result slip in my hand, not daring to let go... As if letting go would mean that I would let go of the pass that I had obtained.

I smiled.

We both knew we would finally be where we dreamed of the entire time we were in school... University. That magical place where dreams would be made into reality. That place where we could become all that we wanted to become... To start our journeys into adulthood, into the real world.

And so when we got our offer letters, it was with mixed feelings that I said goodbye to her... Part of me was sad because it meant going our separate ways, but part of me was excited to start a new chapter in my life... I guess it didn't make a difference back then, because I knew that in my heart of hearts, we would be together in the end, no matter how long or winding the road would be.

And thus began my life in university. Lectures... Assignments... Friends... Girlfriends...
All part and parcel of our everyday lives. Back then we didn't have mobile phones, and the internet was still in its infancy. This of course made it difficult to regularly keep in contact.

We sent the occasional letter.

We sent the occasional card.

...And then my family moved away to another district, where Dad set up a college. At this point it didn't make much of a difference to me because I was far away in uni...But soon after that, HER family moved away to another district - OUR district, where her father was promoted to District Police Chief.

I smiled.

It was definitely a sign...

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Princess Liyana said…
huhu..can't wait to hear the rest of the story....

hope it to be a happy ending love story;)hik2..

"It was definitely a sign... "..hehe..i couldn't agree more..;)
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Percicilan said…
Did u end up marrying her?
Because if you don't. writing about an old flame out in the open like this is a very ouch experience for any wives you know :P
Abdullah said…
CC,
This is in fact about an old flame...thus the title 'the ones that got away'...

And I ok'd it with the wife first :)

She's OK with it...I think... ;)
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